Alright, i'm going to update... only because my brother told me to. So, ED!!! You better read this, because this one's for you. lol. So, i started school last week. So far it's great, I love it. My new job, on the other hand, I hate with a passion. I'm covered in scratches and bruises, I don't get enough sleep and it wears me out. It will be all good though, i'll be able to save a lot of money, on top of the $600 i'm getting back from my federal income tax. So, next semester I'll only be working part time. No way am i going to work full-time and go to school full-time. That's just NOT happening. It's hard enough, right now, only going to school part-time. I miss hanging out with everyone though, By the time I get done with working, going to school and doing homework I'm too tired to do anything but sleep.... well, speaking of sleep, there is a comfortable bed calling my name ... I'll definatly update the next chance I get. Until then, luv ya all... buh bye

Currently Listening Bigger, Better, Faster, More! By 4 Non Blondes What's up see related

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Currently Listening Blur By Blur Song 2 see related

"Heartstrong"

I'm still standing here, awkward and unaware
As you scream the topic's closed, and slam down the telephone
You swear that you still care
But I'm still standing here confused and somewhat drawn
My head's lost but I'm heartstrong
(Yeah I'm heartstrong)

You said you've been trying to hold on
For oh so long I've been thinking that you might like to tag along
And you came off so smooth with all your character flaws
And I'm thinking about you and every night I call

(Back into no one's arms, how could you leave this way)

I'm still standing here, awkward and unaware
As you scream the topic's closed, and slam down the telephone
You swear that you still care
But I'm still standing here confused and somewhat drawn
My head's lost but I'm heartstrong
(Yeah I'm heartstrong)

And you've been trying to pick me up like a ghost from the past
But you found that it's hard with your blood stained hands
Yeah it's real hard to get a firm grip
And every single minute that you think that your heart's too broke
Then your mind kicks in and screams let 'em go 'cause I'm torn asunder with no hope
And every night I fall

(Back into no one's arms, how could you leave this way)

I'm still standing here, awkward and unaware
As you scream the topic's closed, and slam down the telephone
You swear that you still care
But I'm still standing here confused and somewhat drawn
My head's lost but I'm heartstrong
(Yeah I'm heartstrong)

I just can't stand to see you smile
From a picture frame
And all I wanna do is touch your face
And take you far away
I'll take you far away

I'm still standing here, awkward and unaware
As you scream the topic's closed, and slam down the telephone
You swear that you still care
But I'm still standing here confused and somewhat drawn
My head's lost but I'm heartstrong
(Yeah I'm heartstrong)

But I'm still standing here
Tell me why, and I'm still standing here
All this time I'm living a lie
And I'm still standing here
Tell me why
And I'm still standing here
And I'm heartstrong
Bye bye bye

***I LOVE THIS SONG!!! THE ENTIRE CD IS GREAT TOO (IN MY OPINION) EVERYONE SHOULD CHECK THEM OUT!!

Currently Listening Show & Tell By Silvertide Heartstrong see related

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! WELL, CHRISTMAS EVE.... BUT, HEY, IT WORKS.

-So, the plan for today is to sit at home and watch football(AGAIN) Then we have to be over at my grandma and Grandpa's house by 5:00 to open presents.

-Tomorrow's plan includes waking up, opening more presents, then going back to Grandma and Grandpa's house for some kick ass food. 

So i hope you all have a Merry Christmas!!! Stay out of (serious) trouble, be careful, i'll talk to you guys after the holiday's. Until then.... LoVe Ya!!!

Currently Listening Make Believe By Weezer Perfect Situation see related